The images of the aftermath of the Colorado shootings are running rampant across the media. I will not use the killer's name, as the media as given him enough notoriety. Besides, in the coming weeks and months, he will get more fame than he deserves. He is the epitome of evil and displayed the darkest of hearts. The absolute terrifying aspect is knowing we are all capable of evil being born sinners. But, I keep asking myself what keeps our hearts in check? The answer only points to Jesus Christ. Even in this tragedy I have to believe His glory will some how manage to shine through this miserable darkness.
Right now, it is still difficult to know exactly what to think or feel, but sadness and grief. Many are angry, as they have the right to be and then I see images of the communtiy trying to stand together. The mood is somber penetrating right through the screen. Their hurt runs deep to the core and I wonder how long those people are going to hurt. The holes that monster made will never be completely filled. No one can ever take someone else's place as we are all uniquely created. Yet, time doesn't stand still. Monday morning people are going to go to their jobs. How can it be business as usual when your world just stopped? That is where people will continue to uphold each other throughout Aurora and the nation will be honored to witness what our hearts can accomplish together.
The faces that need to be remembered are not shown enough. And when they are it is hard to fathom the utter distress their loved ones are enduring. Two days ago, this evening, those that were murdered were living their lives as they had every other day. Their eyes sparkled with vitality and every smile brought radiance. Hearing that those that have now departed "tweeted" or blogged recently, some minutes before they died, brings their humanity to the forefront. For all I know my thoughts here could be some of my last. I don't want to dwell on the thought to live my life in fear, but to come to terms of mortality and live my life in freedom. The only light I can barely glimpse is that it will bring together a community and lead us to all appreciate every breath that much more.
I want to cry out to God and ask, "Why?" "What are You thinking?" Yet, that is my flesh. My faith that carries my soul through this life buoys up within and assures me there is something much bigger and better always at work.Nothing is better than His very Word to rescue my heart. I am reminded of Isaiah 55:8-9, “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, and My ways are not your ways,” says the Lord. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts." I don't know why those people were called to go home. I doubt any of us will this lifetime. After every tragedy we must be thankful for the moments shared with the victims if we knew them or thankful for their contribution to the world at large if we did not.
The victims are in the heavens where there is no sorrow nor pain. I pray the faith of the hurting hearts in Colorado and across our land are comforted by Our God. May we all be the hands and feet of God, extending our hands to help, opening our arms to hug, praying for healing and our hearts to one another. At the very least, let us hug our loved ones a little more, a little closer and a little tighter.